youre not him your not him i know your not him but theres blood now and i cant remember whose it is or if its still there i keep counting and i keep getting it wrong i know how many there are supposed to be i know i know i cant get the sound out of my head and every time i close my eyes im back there again and somebody is calling me but i cant hear them over the ringing 🔇🔇 i keep thinking if i get the number right maybe itll stop but theres always somebody missing and i know hes not there i know hes not there but i keep looking anyway and i heard him i swear i did i heard him say something and i cant remember what it was and i cant remember if i locked the door or if i was supposed to leave it open 🚪🚪🚪 the cable is red its red i know its red why cant i find it 5 5 5 5 5 no no thats not right 🎸⚡️🎸⚡️🎸 i cant sleep i cant make it quiet i cant keep doing this please make it stop 😭😭😭